Hi,
I was in a & e at the time, they were able to see all my photos and actually deleted 1 that I had taken of one of the nurses from a long time ago (taken with her permission) it was in the early hours of the morning and fairly quiet in the sense of not so many of staff other than those on duty. They had a photo of my house on the main monitor and that’s how I realised what was happening, it was highly amusing to them to be able to get such a rise out of me, even the night porter was in on it.
One of the junior doctors was sniggering and although I was so upset at the time I recognised him on the ward I eventually ended up in. I walked up to him and asked his name and he totally ignored me, but a senior doctor turned to him and told him to give his name, he was bright red and showed his name tag and practically fainted he just said “I am just one of the junior doctors”. I got back into bed and this scene had been noticed by the staff nurse who came and asked what the reason was, I told her and although she was very genuine she said I was probably imagining it, but she would put it into the day book.
The other person I told was a junior female doctor that I knew from a previous visit. She was very sympathetic but said it was probably my imagination due to the high level of painkillers I had taken.
Also whilst still in a&e a relative with a patient in the next cubicle popped her head round the curtain having overheard what was going on and offered her name and telephone number if I needed a witness but within seconds they moved him to somewhere else and as I was unable to move from the bed and they closed the curtains, I have no idea where she went.
By the way, the photos that I saw of mine on the screen were all stored on iCloud but I had photos of my bank statements that one of them commented on, but I also had very personal photos that were taken of my sister before she died and by now I was going demented. No one was listening to any of my cries to ask them to stop, I was shaking from anger and frustration and I didn’t think about turning my phone off, but in any case I couldn’t reach it.
Eventually (I had been 6 hours outside in the ambulance and over 5 hours waiting for a bed ) and was so upset and grief stricken by what was happening I pulled on the handle of a bag that the paramedics had brought with me and found a makeup case with a (safety) razor blade in it and tried to cut my wrists, I had been alone and no one had checked up on me but I wanted to do the job properly, so I used a sheet to cover my arms in case anyone came in. It was hard work trying to cut myself deep enough and although the sheet was heavy with blood the cuts kept drying up, so I would try again higher up the vein. Eventually I must have fallen asleep or lost consciousness but a young Irish male nurse was shaking me awake to tell me a bed had come available (he noticed the blood but must have assumed the cuts were why I was in there, The sheet soaked in blood was underneath me and before I was taken I put the sheet on the bottom of the trolley where it was noticed by one of the nurses but nothing was said.
There is so much more to tell but at the end of the day, the people I tried to tell (I live alone and have no close friends or family) didn’t take it seriously and I was both physically and emotionally drained of the will or capacity to try to help myself.
When I got home I tried to contact places that may be able to help, including the police, but one computer hacker type place which was a business that dealt with corporate type businesses told me that even if I sent them the phone, yes they could prove a photo had been erased, there was no proof of who had done it, and at the end of the day by the very fact I was in a hospital and by then was using the free WiFi I had accepted the terms of the contract and it would be my word against theirs.
At first I spent hours, days, weeks trying to find someone to help but I get so agitated when it comes to mind and I know there is very little I can do about it, so apart from when I remember and in a frenzy, using every search term on every search engine, tor, onion, specialist, free and paid for, I have never found anyone else who seems to have had the problem or offer a solution. I had a four page script prepared to send to anyone who would listen, but all I was finding were impenetrable brick walls. So thank you so very much for at least replying, but I do understand everything is stacked against me getting anywhere with it. (I read books and books on hacking, I bought the WiFi adapters and gadgets to see if I could prove that it was doable, I now know it is possible but (as everyone seems to think) improbable. BUT, on oath,I was not imagining it,and they used the hospital monitor at least, which although not absolutely certain, but leads me to assume the hospital computer too and from what I have read up on it’s usually a laptop that is used to hack into accounts or is it packets? But I do know that if someone has the inclination to pull a stunt like that, why I have no idea, but there is all the info on how to do it easily accessible via the net.
Again, thankyou very much for your reply.
Jackie
